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Mid-summer
I broke out with a rash. It wasn’t much
but it WAS on my face. So I immediately
made an appointment to see the doctor the following day. He called it “contact dermatitis” (what they call a rash when they don't know what it is) and sent me
home with a dose of steroids.
Then the
itching began . . .
And the
rash continued to spread. Down my neck to
regions beyond.
I won’t
bore you with the details, except to say the itching was driving me CRAZY!!!!!
Couldn’t
sleep. ITCH, ITCH, ITCH . . . !!
Struggled
to focus. SCRATCH, SCRATCH, SCRATCH . . . !!
Restless
endless nights. ITCH, ITCH, ITCH . . .
!!
Two weeks later, four more
visits to the doctor, higher doses of steroids, shots, Benadryl, my regular
allergy medicines, and every home remedy solution on the planet and I still
wasn’t any better. One consolation . . .
(not that it was any consolation) I did know what I had . . . a bad case of poison ivy!
The day
after my last doctor visit, I was out for a run . . . (Side note: I have found my runs to be very clarifying
and my listening skills much more in tune with God) . . . and I felt God say to
me, “You’re D-O-N-E. You’ve tried
EVERYTHING! You’ve exhausted all your
resources and now it’s time to embrace the journey I have for you.”
What! Embrace the itching? Are you kidding me?? How can I live like this?
“My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.” (2 Corinthians
12.9 NLT)
Could
God be asking me not to just endure this journey, to put up with the itching
(which would be a feat in itself) BUT (and it was a big but) to welcome and
embrace it?
“My thoughts are nothing like
your thoughts,” says the Lord. “And my
ways are far beyond anything you could imagine.
For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher
than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.” (Isaiah 55.8-9 NLT)
He
was asking the IMPOSSIBLE of me!
How
could I do it? Embrace the sleepless nights? Restless days? Unendurable misery? Intolerable pain?
I
knew I couldn’t but He COULD!
God
wanted me to Trust Him. To jump off the
cliff into His waiting arms and KNOW His power in my weakness. He had a better way for me. A journey of faith, beyond my
comprehension. A journey I would NEVER
have chosen for myself.
For I know the plans I have for
you,” says the LORD. They are plans for
good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will
listen. If you look for me
wholeheartedly, you will find me. I will
be found by you,” says the LORD. (Jeremiah
29.11-14 NLT)
Have
you been fighting the journey God has for you?
Questioning His goodness?
What
is God calling you to embrace?
The
more you wrestle and fight the journey God has for you, the more blessings you will
miss . . .
Your
faith will be shallow, your joy insignificant and your love trivial. God desires so much more for you. Will you TRUST Him and EMBRACE the journey?
Another excellent post. I tend to embrace the big heavy burdens, but sometimes forget to embrace the smaller lighter ones. A sword I'll embrace, a thorn, not-so-much--I need to work on that.
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