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The
New Year stretches out before me as a blank canvas. The great dark tunnel of the UNKNOWN . . .
What
will my world be like in the coming months?
What does this year hold? Is it pregnant with joy or heartache, pain or blessing, health or illness? What will it give birth to, I wonder?
I
watch as everyone cheers as the ball drops in Times Square, welcoming a New
Year and I am apprehensive . . . wondering what will be.
Fear
like a knife cuts deep into my gut.
Honestly, the “what if” . . . has
always frightened me. What if this is
the year I lose someone I love? What if
we face another “great depression”? What
if I gain twenty pounds? What if my
husband loses his job? What if
cancer decides to invade my life? What
if all my hair falls out? Paralyzing
fear. Heart-stopping terror. Mind-numbing dread.
In
the midst of my fear, God whispers His truth . . . “You don’t know what the
future holds but you hold the hand of the ONE who does!"
If we knew our future, I wonder, how would we live? Would we be in constant dread and despair,
focused on what was to come and missing what is now?
God wants us to LIVE in the present.
Embracing each day as it comes. Grabbing
hold of every moment, knowing that He will be there with us in every minute of every day.
He
calls us to live a life of TRUST rather than fear. Trusting that He holds our future in the palm of His hands. Trusting that His plans are for our good and
not for harm. (Jeremiah 29.11) Trusting
in the Hope of an Eternity yet to come. (Romans 5.4-5)
Did God
give His life for me so that I could live in dread of the future? NEVER. He died so that I can laugh at the future,
embrace what He has for me and never have to live this life on my own again.
And
so this year, I set my fears aside and lay claim to these words that the
Apostle Paul penned so long ago, “I am convinced that nothing
can ever separate me from God’s love. Neither death
nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor
our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate me from
God’s love. No power in the sky above
or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to
separate me from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus my Lord.”
(Romans 8.38-39)
Some things came to pass this last year that I couldn't have foreseen in a hundred years. Sometimes I think I should be more vigilant about life and what's to come--but your post is a reminder that I don't have to worry about it--living in the present is good.
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