I belong to God! And because I belong . . . I’m no longer under the brutal tyranny of sin and death. What was impossible . . . friendship with God . . . is now mine!
I know this truth in my head but my heart struggles to believe it’s truth.
I confess I have this tendency to see God as a last resort, rather than my primary go to place . . .
When all else fails, then I’ll look to God. When I’m helpless to do anything, then I’ll pray. When I've attempted to satisfy my cravings with other things and find myself empty, well then, I’ll try God. When I’ve exhausted all my other resources . . . then I’ll fall back on God. He becomes my safety net. My consolation prize.
Prayer becomes a last resort. Time spent with God happens only out of sheer desperation and living a vibrant, victorious life in Christ always seems out of reach.
And then I wonder why my life with God is mediocre and mundane.
God isn’t a consolation prize. He isn’t something to toss away, or hide in a drawer, only to pull out when things get dicey and there's no other hope.
God is THE PRIZE! He is our True Hope. Our Ultimate Satisfaction. Our Perfect Peace.
As long as we believe God is our consolation prize in life, we will never be free. We’ll never experience true victory. We’ll never escape the brutal tyranny of sin. We’ll never know the power of the life-giving Spirit. Fear will haunt us. Doubt will plague us and His grace will escape us.
To know God. To deny ourselves. To take up our cross. To follow Him. That’s where real LIFE is found.
It’s in the suffering, in the pain, in the questioning where we find Him. It’s the promise of a life beyond this broken one, a far better life than we have ever known that we must cling to in this uphill journey. It’s choosing the narrow, difficult, uncomfortable path where we will find God’s grace, His peace and His unfathomable joy.
Jesus said,You can enter God’s Kingdom only through the narrow gate. The highway to hell is broad, and its gate is wide for the many who choose that way. But the gateway to life is very narrow and the road is difficult, and only a few ever find it. Matthew 7.13-14
We can travel the easy and comfortable road, the one with no obstacles or debris and meet death or we can choose the difficult way, the hidden path strewn with challenges of all sizes, the road that forces us to keep our eyes on Him and find LIFE.
What will you choose?