For all the animals of the forest are mine, and I own the cattle on a thousand hills. I know every bird on the mountains and all the animals of the field are mine. Psalm 50.10-11
When I pray, do I pray as if my God owns a cattle on a thousand hills? Or more like He has a few coins in his pocket He can give me? Do I really believe my God is resource rich or hopelessly poor?
If you were to hear my prayers you might think the latter.
I find myself praying hesitantly, crossing my fingers and hoping that God will answer. I don't ask for too much and I rarely step out in faith believing He will answer. It isn’t really that I don’t believe God can do what I’m asking but more will He do it? But, is this just an excuse so that I don’t look like a fool when God doesn’t come through for me? I wonder . . .
How does God wish I would pray? What is His heart’s desire?
I confess my tendency to put God in a box. I want Him Small. Convenient. Controllable. I want Him to wipe away my tears, love me unconditionally and soften the jagged edges of my life. I don’t want Him to ask me to do something that makes me uncomfortable, or to go someplace I have no desire to go or put me out on a limb that might very well break!
But is that really what I want? A God who is safe, mediocre and blasé?
I wonder . . . Would that God have even bothered to send His only Son to die for me so that I could have eternal life, true life?
It’s time to let God out of the box!
God is bigger than I will ever understand. Greater than I can ever imagine and more powerful than a locomotive! He’s my true Superhero! So what is keeping me from praying Superhero prayers?
When I believe little, my prayers are little and God answers little. When I believe BIG, my prayers are BIG and my God answers BIG.
My God owns a cattle on a thousand hills. He knows every hair on my head. He hung the stars in space and calls them each by name. He formed the dry land with a word. He tells the wind where to blow. He never slumbers or sleeps. He dresses the flowers and knows every bird. He is intimately acquainted with all my ways.
God is out of my box!
Lord, I’m sorry for making you small. You are so much more! . . . I want to spend the rest of my life discovering Your greatness. Today, I’m letting You out of the box that I placed You in. I want to believe Big because You are Big. Teach me. I’m Yours. Amen.